Hey my love.

Aimen this is for you

I know I've hurt you, and you deserve so much better. This is my way of saying I see you, I hear you, and I'm sorry.

How well do I know you?

Aimen my love my sweetheart my buggs let me show you I'm paying attention.

What I'm trying to get right sweetheart

Click each card to see what's in my heart.

A little game for you sweetheart

Catch the hearts to reveal messages. (You matter more than any ball.)

Click the hearts as they fall, each one has something I want to say.

My apology in words

Aimen, my love I'm writing this because I need you to hear it clearly. I haven't been prioritizing you the way you deserve. You've told me I'm not emotionally mature enough, and that I don't think about you emotionally or consider how my actions affect you. You're right. I've been careless with the most important person in my life.

What happened with table tennis, me being late and not being able to call you, wasn't just bad timing. It made you feel unimportant and emotionally overlooked. I'm so sorry. There's no excuse. You deserved my time and my presence, and I chose something else. I don't want to be that person who you think will choose anything over you because nothing in the world is as important to me as you are my love.

I understand now that every choice I make affects you a lot. When I don't show up, you feel unseen. When I put other things first, you feel like you're not. I take full responsibility. You deserve to feel prioritized, cherished, and loved and I'm committed to growing into someone who does that every day.

Thank you for loving me even when I've fallen short. I love you Aimen. I know I don't deserve you, you're way too good for me in all aspects but you're genuinely the most amazing person I've ever met and it would be an honour for me if I'm able to spend the rest of my life with you. You're the single most important thing to me you make me so happy, happier than I've ever been. You're the greatest thing to ever happen to me. I'm going to show you with my actions, not just say it.

What I promise you

Aimen these are my commitments to you.

I will think about you first, before I think about myself.
I will put you first, even when it's inconvenient.
I will prioritize our calls and our time, even when other things pull at me.
I will think before I act, about how it affects you sweetheart.
I'll work on being more emotionally present for you.
No game not even table tennis comes before you sweetheart.
I will show you with my actions that you're the most important person in my life.
I'll show you that you're loved, prioritized, and never overlooked.
I'll never take you for granted, and I'll always be there for you.
I'll never make you feel unimportant or emotionally overlooked again.
I'll keep growing for us, and I'll never stop until I'm the person you deserve.

Things I love about you, Aimen

Before I ask for your forgiveness, I want you to know why you're so special to me.

You have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen and I love how you look at me with those eyes.
Your eyes are insanely beautiful, they're magical and sparkly and the most beautiful shade of brown I've ever seen. I always get lost in them and when they're in sunlight they're somehow even more beautiful (which I didn't think was possible) they look like they're glowing.
Your smile. You have such a cute smile when you smile it makes me so happy. If you're smiling I'll just smile back at you randomly for no reason and it'll make my day.
Your laugh. Your laugh is so cute and I love how you sound when you laugh. When you laugh I can't help but laugh with you and it's the best feeling in the world.
Your voice. Your voice is so soft and sweet and I love how you sound when you talk. When you talk I can't help but listen I could listen to you talk forever.
You're so sweet and caring and I love how you are.
I love how you smell you always smell so good and so yummy and i want to hug you forever.
How soft and gentle you are with me and how much you make me feel wanted and loved.
You feel like home to me.
Hate to admit it but sometimessss you can be a tiny bit funny (but you learnt that from spending time with me ;))
How you care so deeply about us and about the people you love.
The way you make me want to be a better person.
Your voice on our calls it's the best part of my day.
How patient you've been with me, even when I didn't deserve it.
That you're my sweetheart, my love, and the person I want to build a future with.
Literally everything about you, you're perfect in my eyes and I love the fact that I get to love you.

Aimen will you give me a chance to do better?

I'm asking for your forgiveness and the opportunity to show you with my actions that you're loved, prioritized, and never overlooked.